Green Country Dressage of ODS

Hey gorup,
Do you ever have days ,weeks , months that everything goes wrong? Welcome to my world I want to ride so bad and do well and be happy about what I do unfortunatly I do not own a horse of my own and do not see one in the distant future do to finance's so welcome to our economy :) I do take lessons and all the lesson horses I have ridden have been an important part of who I am as a rider and I am grateful for each and everyone of them. But sometimes I get so frustrated because I am riding horses that other people ride and I have no control over there training but I would not trade it for anything if I don't ride I don't live . I still have hopes and dreams of riding atleast 1st level by the time I am 50 ( wow it seems so close :)) I rely on our wonderful membership who have given me so many oppotunitys to ride and I love them all. I just want others to know in the same situation don't give up it really is all worth it, all the frustration all the times you don't make it to a lesson because of life I would not trade it because at least I am doing what I love. So when you feel down and think I give up!!!! Don't in the end it is worth it.